On Wednesday May 20th at about 9 PM, I officially finished working on my last final and, ladies and gentlemen, thus ends my first year of college! *balloons and confetti fall from ceiling and noisemakers are blown with joy*

Yes my few readers. The sky, weather and trees have turned a new leaf and it is now summer.. well at least for me. But now that I'm officially free from education responsibility... I find myself in a rut, both artistically and emotioally. I fear I might be very isolated this summer. Despite the fact that I finally have a licese and whatnot, I made a boo-boo while driving out of the driveway and my dad's trust diminished to practically 0... so that means limited unsupervised driving. T_T *sighs* That's a pretty low blow to my perfectionist self-esteem... and general self-esteem. I don't even ask for the car anymore. I'm not on my dad's insurance thingy so I'm even more scared of messing up just the tiniest bit to the point of getting my dad into major trouble for something I DID! ... So my dream of being a free driver this summer is shattered. Also, I am saddened that I was rejected from a minor in music (stupid Biotch lady!) and have decided to just give up.

On the bright side, we're moving! Our new house has a much bigger backyard and is in a less crowded street and nicer neighborhood.. and to top it all off, EVERYTHING's closer. The mall, the freeway, my family, the park, the city pool. I am le happy. Although part of me hated the house I currently live in, I am going to miss how roomy it is and how many memories I have inside these four walls, especially the ones in my room. ^^ But on the other hand, at least I won't be scared of walking out of my house at night. That's another thing. I plan to buy a bike for myself (or get one for my birthday) and get more exercise in during the afternoons. Besides, my friend Cristy is literally like two blocks away!

So I know for sure that moving will probably be the most exciting part of this summer and I'll definitely get to spend more quality time with my family. But after we've settled in, I'll be all alone at home again, just like I am while writing this, and I'll feel bored and alone and miserable.... I guess I could just color. Maybe I'll scan those colorings on here. They're of Pokemon, which is my new Nintendo DS obsession. Anywho... I think I've blabbered on enough about my nonsense. But hey, I had to get this off my chest somehow.

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My plans for the summer are:
[] Officially move in to new house
[] Practice music theory/ piano playing
[] Overcome fear of driving
[] Officially drive well enough on the freeway to go to school alone next semester
[] Set up my schedule and buy my books for next semester
[] Spend SOME time with some friends
[] Soul-searching and self-improvement
[] Go to Six Flags and have a blast
[] Have an awesome birthday (19! YIKES!)
[] Buy computer antivirus software
[] Lose some weight (???)